The Narrow Gate

Welcome to the continuation of my blog, post-seminary. Ministry and evangelism have brought me back home to Chattanooga. I welcome your company on my journey.

The original blog, Down In Mississippi, shared stories from 2008 and 2009 of the hope and determination of people in the face of disaster wrought by the hurricanes Rita and Katrina in 2005, of work done primarily by volunteers from churches across America and with financial support of many aid agencies and private donations and the Church. My Mississippi posts really ended with the post of August 16, 2009. Much work, especially for the neediest, remained undone after the denominational church pulled out. Such is the nature of institutions. The world still needs your hands for a hand up. I commend to you my seven stories, Down in Mississippi I -VII, at the bottom of this page and the blog posts. They describe an experience of grace.



Sunday, April 23, 2017

Day 1595 - Don’t Keep It In

A sermon shared with First Presbyterian Church, April 23, 2017, Spring City, TN
Most people who read John 20:19-31 are immediately drawn to the experience of “doubting” Thomas, the twin. But, some pastors and priests (even some parishioners?) are inclined to hang onto verse 23 as a justification for them to decide to forgive or condemn a person for their sins. I will come back to that misunderstanding shortly.
However, at the outset, I must say how impressive are passages such as the concluding verses of John 20, probably the original end of John’s gospel. They deserve attention because in obvious and subtle ways Jesus directly connects the good news, his life, death and resurrection, to the history and covenant between God and Israel. In doing this, Jesus validates his person as God’s Son (or God himself) and connects human sin, life and death, faith and ultimately our calling as Christians to the good news and covenantal history.
Imagine in John’s account we are in the shoes of the disciples after the crucifixion.  We know only that Peter and the disciple run to the tomb after Mary Magdalene told them someone has taken the body of Jesus.  Afterwards, Jesus appears only to Mary Magdalene and she tells the disciples that she has seen Jesus. But, according to the gospels, they do not understand any of this. Luke tells us the disciples thought the women were telling them a tall tale.
Only later when Jesus speaks to them in the locked room where they are hiding do they realize Jesus, the Son of God, stands before them. He shows his wounds, and says, “Peace be with you.” It must have been a terribly frightening scene to be confronted by the person of God without that assurance of peace. (Luke 24:36-38 describes the fear more explicitly.)
Jesus repeats his greeting twice in this room, “Peace be with you.”  Although “Peace be with you” was a common greeting, Jesus and the disciples know it is comes from the experience of Gideon when the Angel of the Lord appeared before him and commanded that he defeat the Midianites. (Angel of the Lord is a Hebrew euphemism for God as the text of Judges shows later, since the name of God is too holy to be voiced.) Gideon did not recognize God, and this command to deliver Israel from the hand of Midian is so unreal that Gideon demanded proof. After the Angel of the Lord demonstrated the power of God, Gideon fell on his face thinking he will die, and exclaimed, “Help me, Lord God! For I have seen the angel of the Lord face to face.” The Lord responded, “Peace be with you, you shall not die.”
Appearing in an unimaginable way and offering the assurance to the disciples, “Peace be with you” uses biblical history to telegraph the assurance the Lord gave Gideon, that they are safe in God’s presence. It also is a prelude to Thomas’ disbelief without proof.
Jesus does more than use the greeting to Gideon to reveal himself and new life. He ties his resurrection and presence in this room to God directly by recalling the human history of life and death, sin and faith in the Old Testament.
Immediately after saying, “Peace be with you,” Jesus breathes on the disciples telling them they have received the Holy Spirit.  If you recall the creation story in Genesis 2:7, when the Lord made Adam from dust, he was lifeless until the Lord blew his breath into him.
This similarity to creation of Adam when Jesus breathes on them cannot be lost on the disciples. From the beginning we hear that we are created by God, and are a people troubled by sin that leads to death.
Though we have received the breath of life through the breath of Adam, we still lost paradise.  The Lord’s speaks to Cain after the murder of Abel (in Gen. 3:19), “By the sweat of your face you shall eat bread until you return to the ground, for out of it you were taken, you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” The Psalmist (in Ps 104:29), laments the anger of God towards his chosen people and the death we all face, “When you (the Lord) hide your face, they (Israel) are dismayed; when you take away their breath, they die and return to their dust.”
Even Solomon (in Ecclesiastes 3) lamented that our lot in life is to do our best to cling to the Law and live our days until we die and our bodies return to dust and our breath returns to God. In the Hebrew scripture, the breath of God is vital to life. It is the essence of life, itself.
Thus, Hebrews believe the scripture states that when you die, God’s breath returns to God. Now perhaps we can appreciate the comfort of those words of Jesus, and the wind of the Holy Spirit. The two together state, “Peace be with you, you shall not die.” At this moment, Jesus is accomplishing a new creation story, he breathes the breath of new eternal life into the disciples, sealing God’s covenant!
After Jesus assures them they will not die (“Peace be with you”) and breathes new life into them in this new creation story, he gives them the commandment to proclaim the good news, heard in one form or another in every gospel, “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
The disciples are newborn children of God given a new job or calling by Jesus to be ministers of the gospel. He does not tell them to breathe new life into people, or to judge them. He sends them to carry the Good News that people might believe and repent, and be forgiven.
At the outset I said some object to this, pointing to the next instruction after receiving the Holy Spirit (v23), “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.” Many denominations and pastors take this verse to mean, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven; but if you decide not to forgive the sins, they are not forgiven.”
They use this passage to claim the authority and power to forgive and to call out and judge sinners. Even John Calvin reads it this way.  Among the evil he saw in the world, he concluded only a few good people must be elected to eternal life. (and of course, he is one of them!) As God has sent me, so I send you”…did Jesus judge or forgive people?
What is going on is that people are shoehorning scripture to conform it to their own ideas about right and wrong, rather than God’s ideas. Let me explain how.
You may remember the parable of the master of the field (Matt 20:1-16). The master needed laborers and went out in the morning to hire workers at a given wage and finding he needed more, continued hiring laborers throughout the day. At the end of the day, he paid them all the same wage, even the person who only worked an hour.
Where is the justice in that? It is not right that the people who worked the longest get the same reward as those who worked the least. But Jesus says that is what grace is all about, it is his grace to give the way he sees it. It does not matter how long it takes to find faith, or even what you have done on the road to faith, when you see the light you get the same pay.
There are two big lessons in these short verses. First, Protestant Christians believe every one of us are commissioned to proclaim the Good News. We are all ministers of Jesus. It is faith in the good news we proclaim that saves, not being touched or judged by a pastor.
The second lesson is that as ministers and sinners due to our own flaws, we need a great amount of humility concerning another person’s sin or righteousness to understand the instruction about forgiving and retaining sin. We do not know what lies in the heart of another person, nor they, us. Taking it further, when someone hurts you and then asks you to forgive them, how do you know they truly earnest, or lying?  The best of us can be the worst of us and the worst can be the best. Only God knows what is in a person’s heart.
Please look at this verse closely.  It says if you forgive the sins of someone, they are forgiven. That is obvious. It fits nicely with everything Jesus taught about forgiveness.
But the second part is more complicated, “if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.” What does it mean to say, “they (the sins of others) are retained?”
If you are an expert in language, the verb in the expression, “They are retained,” is the perfect tense. The perfect tense describes a past and completed event that has a continuing effect in the present. It goes like this, “The bank foreclosed on my car, therefore I am walking today.”
The word “retained” means grasp, hold on to, take possession. So, if we retain the sins of someone, it means we keep the sins with us. The consequence of not forgiving sin plants them as a seed of resentment and judgement in our heart. We take on a resentment continuing into the present and its burden on us grows. It stays with you and stops any kind of reconciliation. We become gluttons of sin.
So, this instruction does not mean, a pastor, a priest or a minister like you has some special power vested by Jesus to forgive and absolve sin or condemn a person for sin (only God can do that and he has through Jesus), but rather, it states a high bar of caution for living the good life. We have the power to forgive the sins of someone and to share the joy and freedom of a heart unburdened by resentment and anger over their sin, even when an apology isn’t forthcoming.
It does not necessarily mean we should tolerate hurtful behavior indefinitely, or not keep our eyes open for danger. It is a decision each must make in one’s conscience. To separate from some person who has wronged you should be the absolute last resort, done only to prevent anger and resentment from crippling your ministry.

Remember what Jesus did in that room. He breathed new life in us, made ministers of all of us who believe. I invite you to think about your calling to be a minister or an ambassador; and that Jesus tells us we can’t our best job of proclaiming the forgiveness of the gospel and of feeding His sheep if we have a seed of resentment growing in our heart - Even if you have not yet imagined yourself a minister of God. AMEN.

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