The Narrow Gate
Welcome to the continuation of my blog, post-seminary. Ministry and evangelism have brought me back home to Chattanooga. I welcome your company on my journey.
The original blog, Down In Mississippi, shared stories from 2008 and 2009 of the hope and determination of people in the face of disaster wrought by the hurricanes Rita and Katrina in 2005, of work done primarily by volunteers from churches across America and with financial support of many aid agencies and private donations and the Church. My Mississippi posts really ended with the post of August 16, 2009. Much work, especially for the neediest, remained undone after the denominational church pulled out. Such is the nature of institutions. The world still needs your hands for a hand up. I commend to you my seven stories, Down in Mississippi I -VII, at the bottom of this page and the blog posts. They describe an experience of grace.
Sunday, April 23, 2017
Day 1595 - Don’t Keep It In
A sermon shared with First Presbyterian Church, April 23, 2017,
Spring City, TN
Most people who read John
20:19-31 are immediately drawn to the experience of “doubting” Thomas, the
twin. But, some pastors and priests (even some parishioners?) are inclined to
hang onto verse 23 as a
justification for them to decide to forgive or condemn a person for their sins.
I will come back to that misunderstanding shortly.
However, at the outset, I must say how impressive are passages
such as the concluding verses of John
20, probably the original end of John’s gospel. They deserve attention because in
obvious and subtle ways Jesus directly connects the good news, his life,
death and resurrection, to the history
and covenant between God and Israel. In doing this, Jesus validates his person
as God’s Son (or God himself) and connects human sin, life and death, faith and
ultimately our calling as Christians to the good news and covenantal history.
Imagine in John’s account we
are in the shoes of the disciples after the crucifixion. We know only that Peter and the disciple run
to the tomb after Mary Magdalene told them someone has taken the body of Jesus.
Afterwards, Jesus appears only to Mary
Magdalene and she tells the disciples that she has seen Jesus. But, according
to the gospels, they do not understand any of this. Luke tells us the disciples
thought the women were telling them a tall tale.
Only later when Jesus speaks to
them in the locked room where they are hiding do they realize Jesus, the Son of
God, stands before them. He shows his wounds, and says, “Peace be with you.” It
must have been a terribly frightening scene to be confronted by the person of
God without that assurance of peace. (Luke 24:36-38 describes the
fear more explicitly.)
Jesus repeats his greeting twice
in this room, “Peace be with you.” Although
“Peace be with you” was a common greeting, Jesus and the disciples know it is comes
from the experience of Gideon
when the Angel of the Lord appeared before him and commanded that he
defeat the Midianites. (Angel of the Lord is a Hebrew euphemism for God
as the text of Judges shows later, since the name of God is too holy to be voiced.) Gideon did
not recognize God, and this command to deliver Israel from the hand of Midian
is so unreal that Gideon demanded proof. After the Angel of the Lord
demonstrated the power of God, Gideon fell on his face thinking he will die, and
exclaimed, “Help
me, Lord God! For I have seen the angel of the Lord face to face.” The Lord responded, “Peace be with you, you
shall not die.”
Appearing in an unimaginable way
and offering the assurance to the disciples, “Peace be with you” uses biblical
history to telegraph the assurance the Lord gave Gideon, that
they are safe in God’s presence. It also is a prelude to Thomas’ disbelief without
proof.
Jesus does more than use the
greeting to Gideon to reveal himself and new life. He ties his resurrection and
presence in this room to God directly by recalling the human history of life
and death, sin and faith in the Old Testament.
Immediately after saying,
“Peace be with you,” Jesus breathes on the disciples telling them they have
received the Holy Spirit. If you recall
the creation story in Genesis
2:7, when the Lord made Adam from dust, he was lifeless until the Lord blew
his breath into him.
This similarity to creation of
Adam when Jesus breathes on them cannot be lost on the disciples. From the beginning we hear that we are created by
God, and are a people troubled by sin that leads to death.
Though we
have received the breath of life through the breath of Adam, we still lost paradise. The Lord’s speaks to Cain after the murder of
Abel (in Gen. 3:19), “By
the sweat of your face you shall eat bread until you return to the ground, for
out of it you were taken, you are dust, and to dust you shall return.” The
Psalmist (in Ps 104:29), laments
the anger of God towards his chosen people and the death we all face, “When you
(the Lord) hide your face, they (Israel) are dismayed; when you take away their
breath, they die and return
to their dust.”
Even Solomon (in Ecclesiastes 3) lamented that
our lot in life is to do our best to cling to the Law and live our days until
we die and our bodies return to dust and our breath returns to God. In the Hebrew
scripture, the breath of God is vital to life. It is the essence of life,
itself.
Thus, Hebrews believe the scripture states that when you die, God’s
breath returns to God. Now perhaps we can appreciate the comfort
of those words of Jesus, and the wind of the Holy Spirit. The two together
state, “Peace be with you, you shall not die.” At this moment, Jesus is accomplishing a new creation story, he breathes the breath of new
eternal life into the disciples, sealing God’s covenant!
After Jesus assures them they will
not die (“Peace be with you”) and breathes new life into them in this new
creation story, he gives them the commandment to proclaim the good news, heard
in one form or another in every gospel, “As the Father has sent me, so I send you.”
The
disciples are newborn children of God given a new job or calling by Jesus to be
ministers of the gospel. He does not tell them to breathe new life into people,
or to judge them. He sends them to carry the Good News that people might
believe and repent, and be forgiven.
At
the outset I said some object to this, pointing to the next instruction after receiving
the Holy Spirit (v23), “If
you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven them; if you retain the sins of
any, they are retained.” Many denominations and pastors take this verse to
mean, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven; but if you decide not to forgive the sins, they are not forgiven.”
They
use this passage to claim the authority and power to forgive and to call out
and judge sinners. Even John Calvin reads it this way. Among the evil he saw in the world, he
concluded only a few good people must be elected to eternal life. (and of
course, he is one of them!) As God has sent me, so I send you”…did Jesus judge or
forgive people?
What
is going on is that people are shoehorning scripture to conform it to their own
ideas about right and wrong, rather than God’s ideas. Let me explain how.
You
may remember the parable of the master of the field (Matt 20:1-16). The master
needed laborers and went out in the morning to hire workers at a given wage and
finding he needed more, continued hiring laborers throughout the day. At the
end of the day, he paid them all the same wage, even the person who only worked
an hour.
Where
is the justice in that? It is not right that the people who worked the longest get
the same reward as those who worked the least. But Jesus says that is what
grace is all about, it is his grace to give the way he sees it. It does not
matter how long it takes to find faith, or even what you have done on the road
to faith, when you see the light you get the same pay.
There
are two big lessons in these short verses. First, Protestant Christians believe
every one of us are commissioned to proclaim the Good News. We are all
ministers of Jesus. It is faith in the good news we proclaim that saves, not
being touched or judged by a pastor.
The
second lesson is that as ministers and sinners due to our own flaws, we
need a great amount of humility concerning another person’s sin or
righteousness to understand the instruction about forgiving and retaining sin.
We do not know what lies in the heart of another person, nor they, us. Taking
it further, when someone hurts you and then asks you to forgive them, how do
you know they truly earnest, or lying? The
best of us can be the worst of us and the worst can be the best. Only God knows
what is in a person’s heart.
Please
look at this verse closely. It says if
you forgive the sins of someone, they are forgiven. That is obvious. It fits nicely
with everything Jesus taught about forgiveness.
But
the second part is more complicated, “if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
What does it mean to say, “they (the sins of others) are retained?”
If
you are an expert in language, the verb in the expression, “They are retained,”
is the perfect tense. The perfect tense describes a past and completed event
that has a continuing effect in the present. It goes like this, “The bank foreclosed
on my car, therefore I am walking today.”
The
word “retained” means grasp, hold on to, take possession. So, if we retain the
sins of someone, it means we keep the sins with us. The consequence of not forgiving
sin plants them as a seed of resentment and judgement in our heart. We take on a
resentment continuing into the present and its burden on us grows. It stays
with you and stops any kind of reconciliation. We become gluttons of sin.
So,
this instruction does not mean, a pastor, a priest or a minister like you has
some special power vested by Jesus to forgive and absolve sin or condemn a
person for sin (only God can do that and he has through Jesus), but rather, it states
a high bar of caution for living the good life. We have the power to forgive
the sins of someone and to share the joy and freedom of a heart
unburdened by resentment and anger over their sin, even when an apology isn’t
forthcoming.
It
does not necessarily mean we should tolerate hurtful behavior indefinitely, or
not keep our eyes open for danger. It is a decision each must make in one’s
conscience. To separate from some person who has wronged you should be the
absolute last resort, done only to prevent anger and resentment from crippling
your ministry.
Remember
what Jesus did in that room. He breathed new life in us, made ministers of all
of us who believe. I invite you to think about your calling to be a minister or
an ambassador; and that Jesus tells us we can’t our best job of proclaiming the
forgiveness of the gospel and of feeding His sheep if we have a seed of
resentment growing in our heart - Even if you have not yet imagined yourself a
minister of God. AMEN.
Sunday, April 16, 2017
Day 1588 - Meet Me in Galilee
An Easter Sermon at First
Presbyterian Church, Spring City, TN, April 16, 2017(edited)
On Easter Sunday in most worship
services you will hear similar sermons about resurrection and faith. These
are meritorious endeavors because the faith that resurrection demands is quite
important. Resurrection is an event that mocks reason, logic and wisdom. In the
eyes of the wise, it is a foolish idea. What is worthier of celebrating than Apostle
Paul’s foolish idea of victory over death?
Last
Sunday I shared the Easter story up to the death of Jesus. Although we ended a little ahead of the timeline, it was important to share it with those of our youth who are here only every other Sunday. For all who heard or read
it, I hope one message carried through the week from that service. In the Easter
event Jesus disrupted the way the world operates - forever. That disruption began
with his entry into the World as a human and finished for all humanity in
his crucifixion and resurrection.
No one comes back from the dead...
Except Jesus who defeated death for all.
In the aftermath of the
resurrection Jesus voiced two important commands to his followers. (Remember, God is the God of the Living.) In our joy on
Easter Sunday we can overlook these commands; therefore, I want to explore with you
today the two-fold message of hope and of obligation that Jesus left us after
his resurrection.
These are commands to those he has
called to service. They are far more important than Easter Egg hunts and
wearing our finest. (In the days of my youth, I recall that Easter Sunday was
always one of the biggest Sundays. The ushers
arrived early and positioned folding chairs on both ends of all the pews. So
many people arrived for worship dressed in their finest that there all the
chairs downstairs were taken and more chairs had to be placed on the ends of
the rows in the balcony. Children were excited about Easter candy and egg
hunts. Being an impressionable young boy, I always wondered, “Where were all
these folks on the other Sundays of the year?”)
These days it is a rare event to
see the sanctuary filled to the brim. I don’t think it is because our morally lax
society turns people away from Christianity, but rather that the
“fence-sitters” do not feel the need to “make an appearance.” We could make an argument that only the
remnant of believers remains - after all, God calls us to him.
I do know that we are called here
this morning to honor the culmination of the greatest story ever told. To
appreciate it, let us place ourself with the followers of Jesus after that resurrection day.
In the space of five days, every
follower of Jesus, even the curious fence-sitters lingering in the background,
experienced the most exciting high spirits and expectations for the future as
the Messiah, the King of Kings, entered Jerusalem and revealed himself. Then
everyone plummeted into absolute fear for their lives after his arrest and
crucifixion, and all fled into hiding, abandoning Jesus… except the women.
The women, either because it was
their duty to tend to the dead, or because they held such awe, reverence, and compassion
for Jesus and his message of good news, felt compelled to go to the tomb. They
were struck with deathly fear when they discovered the body of Jesus is gone
and a man, or angel, speaks to them.
Each gospel in one way or another
relates the same experience of the women. Almost paralyzed by fear, they are
informed by a divine presence that (1) Jesus has been raised, and (2) told to take this
message to the disciples: “Meet me in Galilee.”
The Greek words of deathly fear
and amazement are sometimes used to describe powerful spiritual encounters with
the divine. In John’s gospel
Jesus reveals himself before fearful and amazed Mary and a disciple at the tomb.
Perhaps John believed that the angel in Matthew, and man in white in Mark and
Luke was the divine form of Jesus who had yet to reveal his identity?...
“He has been raised. Tell the others he will
meet them in Galilee.”…
I have given a lot of thought as
to why Jesus did not just appear to the disciples in Jerusalem after the
resurrection rather than call them to Galilee. Though in John Jesus does reveal himself to Mary
at the tomb, and to the disciples trembling in fear in Jerusalem, they seem to
either misunderstand or forget until Jesus appears again on the shore of the Sea
of Galilee (Chapter 21).
There is a powerful connection
between the good news and Galilee. Jesus recruited the disciples there, telling
them they would become fishers of men. Now after the crucifixion, they find
themselves again beside this sea as Jesus commands them to spread the good news
to the world. The Gospel of John says it most elegantly. Remembering Peter’s
three courtyard denials, Jesus asks Peter three times, “Do you love me?” Each
time Peter replies, “Yes.” Here is John 21:15-17 (NRSV):
When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon
son of John, do you love me more than these?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you
know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my lambs.” A second time he
said to him, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord;
you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Tend my sheep.” He said to him
the third time, “Simon son of John, do you love me?” Peter felt hurt because he
said to him the third time, “Do you love me?” And he said to him, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I
love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.
The reason the disciples and Jesus
began and returned to Galilee may lie in exactly what Galilee represents
relative to this exchange between Peter and Jesus. You recall among Peter’s denials
in the courtyard that a servant girl accused Peter of being one of the
followers of Jesus because of his Galilean accent.
Galilee is a transliteration of a Hebrew name meaning “District of the Gentiles.” Galilee
was part of the land of the ten tribes of Israel that broke away from Judah at
the time of Solomon. It is called District of the Gentiles because over the
years of national disruption and captivity, Assyria and Babylon sent
undesirable foreigners from other conquered lands to Galilee. Assyria and
Babylon only took from Judah the elite, educated people and their wealth, leaving the
poor behind who were of no use to them. It was rich farmland where many of these
poor Jews who were left behind after captivity lived. Although the historical
record is sparse and heavily influenced by the written record of the returning Judeans (see the
early chapters of Ezra and Nehemiah), it appears that when the elite Jewish
society returned from Babylon, they took the land from the poor leaving them to work on the farms. When Alexander and then Rome came, the land was apportioned for
political purposes. (Jewish King Herod, installed by Rome, “owned” the sea of
Galilee.)
Galilee had the reputation as a
relatively lawless place of mixed national identities and of conservative
Judaism and paganism. The people were nationalistic, even patriotic in a
way, but had little respect or trust in the authority of the government and we
suspect a “Robin Hood” type local justice operated.
So, Galilee was considered a
lawless place populated with rough and uncultured people who had a very lax religious practice. For many in Jerusalem, Galileans were considered
second-class Jews.
I chuckle when I read this
historical account of Galilee because it reminds me of the negative bias in
much of the North that we Southerners experience with our southern drawl and
easy-going ways. When I was a young boy, my family would travel to Akron, Ohio
where my mother’s family moved from South Georgia during the Great Depression. My
cousins and aunts and uncles, all in good fun, always wanted my brother and me
to talk so they could laugh at our Southern drawl. But as an adult I discovered
many people carry a prejudice about that drawl as a sign of a country
rube. After I finished graduate school
and went to Pittsburgh to work at Carnegie-Mellon University, some people there
thought I was not as bright as them because of my vernacular. Though my drawl took
on more of the hardened “Northern” style as I entered the business world, I still
found that people underestimated my intelligence because of the stereotype, often
to my advantage in negotiations.
So, Galilee in more ways than one
represents a contrast between the rarified world of “classical Judaism” in
Jerusalem and a half-breed mix of Gentiles and Jewish Galilean outcasts. It
represents exactly the people to whom Isaiah says (Isaiah 56:1-8) that God will extend the covenant betwen the Lord with Israel.
It begins to make sense why Jesus
wanted to meet the disciples in Galilee. Jesus, post-resurrection, is
sending the disciples into the world from Galilee, the place where he began his
proclamation of the good news among the outcasts of the land. They go into the new
Galilee.
That is why I put “Where is your
Galilee?” on the marque. I want us to answer what does “Meet me in Galilee” mean
for us?
If asked, “Why are you sitting in
these pews?” Your answer (ought to be), “I am called to this place by the Holy
Spirit to do God’s business.” I hope you
feel the power of that Spirit within you now with the experience of hope, awe, and
the blessing of Easter about us.
Last week we had 15 young people
here, they barely outnumbered the adults, I believe. What a blessing! What a witness of grace! All because of you.
A witness for what?...
The last two commands of Jesus to
the disciples are as operative today as they were 2,000 years ago: “Meet me in
Galilee!” and if you love me, “Feed My Sheep!”
We understand the literal “Feed my
sheep” part well. The “meet me in Galilee” part, though, places a higher
expectation of witness on us.
“Feed my sheep” is more than sharing
food, it is sharing the compassion that enables us to offer the food. Do you remember
when Moses spoke of the Law to the Hebrews at the entry to the Promised Land? Moses said that you do not need to go to the
sea or cross it to find the Law, you only need to look into your heart.
Well, you don’t have to cross the
Atlantic Ocean to find your Galilee. Wherever you are, you only need to look
around for the people that you are called to be a witness. There you will find seekers
- the lost sheep and the hungry souls, the imprisoned, the outcasts, rich and
poor, not just the economically poor, but the spiritually poor.
In our joy about being an Easter People, we all
need to keep two questions in our mind constantly, the question by Jesus, “Do
you love me?” and “Where is your Galilee that Jesus calls you to be a
minister?”
Sunday, April 9, 2017
Day 1581 – The Color of Grace
We had quite the Palm Sunday service this morning. This week defines the character of Easter People, or Christianity. Of all the events in history, this is THE disruptive event. We had no traditional sermon today, just a disruptive service in honor of the event. Therefore, you will find posted this week only a reflection on today's service.
A
Reflection on Holy Week 2017
I
decided to abandon the traditional processional waving palm fronds and singing All Glory Laud and Honor, though it is a beautiful hymn (We did use palm fronds and a hymn). Rather we adopted some liturgies from the Book of Common
Worship such as the Confession for Palm Sunday that is more like Prayers of the People, and the Solemn Reproaches of the Cross for the
prayer of the people, that is more like a Prayer of Confession. (I said I was trying to
be a little disruptive.)
The congregation heard that we were going to have a full service that might run long
because the reading was lengthy. We had several elements involving young people.
At the beginning of Lent, our children “lost” their Alleluias waiting for today
to “find” them. This required that they search the sanctuary for them as I relocated the
package to a new hideaway after a couple of ingenious young persons had
retrieved them and put them in a place they knew.
Furthermore, last week we had
given out hollow metal Easter eggs with a package of candy and a bible verse(s)
to memorize. If the young person returns memorizing them, they get a simple prize (and
later another memory verse). In addition, I intended to talk about the seasonal
liturgical colors but decided we hadn’t the time today.
Oh - I
might add we had 15 children between 15 months and 13 years old, and 14 adults.
I’m not bragging (though blessed), but sharing my awe that a community this
size sent as many children to the Palm Sunday service as adults left the congregation
in dissention over polity 2½ years ago.
As I
stood before the congregation while two of our young persons passed the
offering plates, I realized I was surrounded by so many children. I looked down
at the floor and there was a young boy reclining on the carpet at my
feet coloring a picture of Jesus in a coloring book. Though the features of
Jesus were distinctly Caucasian, my precious young man of African heritage was
coloring him brown. Then as we began the doxology, his sibling came up and sat
down beside him with her coloring book.
Of
course, three of the other slightly older boys caused their own minor
disruption as I read the passion narratives (Luke 19:29-42 and Matthew
26:14 - 27:66). (You cannot preach these texts any better than to read them
dramatically. The best I could do is add an explanation that in the
intervening three days between the events of these two texts, Jesus told
parables obviously highly critical of the caretakers of Jerusalem that finalized the resolve to arrest and kill Jesus. I always have great difficulty
getting through the Matthew text without my voice cracking.)
Anyway, during
the heightening drama as Jesus stands before Pilate, these boys decided to go
to the restroom. To do that, they had to walk noisily up to the front of the
church to get to the stairs. Then two more young persons followed. (Any time two or more middle schoolers get together, there is a good chance for an adventurous worship.)
After a while
one of the mothers got up and went after them. The boys came back again in
another a minor disruption with
quite sheepish, guilty looks on their faces. I intended a bit disruptive service but these fellows made it an overstatement!
I’m sure after
the service I heard one of the dad’s threatening to make them uncomfortable sitting
down if they did it again. Likely that was on top of the tongue-lashing they
got from the mom. I told the boys not to worry, the next time they had better go
before the service starts because they will be sitting up in the chairs on
each side of the pulpit if they try to leave. I know they can hold it for an
hour.
I would not have
it any other way, a baby crying, another baby sleeping in the pew, middle-schoolers learning appropriate behavior
for a setting, preteens excited over mastering a bible verse or two, the young people who were hanging on to every word of the reading –
bring it on. God is good. All the time.
The young people
are building their own stories and shaping ours. I can’t get out of my
mind the young boy and his coloring book at my feet. If you know me, you know the last line of a hymn based on Psalm 23 that Isaac Watts
penned, “My
Shepherd Will Supply My Need” was bouncing in my head. The last stanza goes this way, “The sure
provisions of my God Attend me all my days; O may your house be my abode, and
all my work be praise. There I would find a settled rest, while others go and
come; No more a stranger, or a guest, But like a child at home.” To Carson Brisson my Hebrew professor at Union Presbyterian Seminary, yes, there is a Home.
Today, I find comfort and hope for the future of the American Church in these 15 young people.
Amen
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