The Narrow Gate

Welcome to the continuation of my blog, post-seminary. Ministry and evangelism have brought me back home to Chattanooga. I welcome your company on my journey.

The original blog, Down In Mississippi, shared stories from 2008 and 2009 of the hope and determination of people in the face of disaster wrought by the hurricanes Rita and Katrina in 2005, of work done primarily by volunteers from churches across America and with financial support of many aid agencies and private donations and the Church. My Mississippi posts really ended with the post of August 16, 2009. Much work, especially for the neediest, remained undone after the denominational church pulled out. Such is the nature of institutions. The world still needs your hands for a hand up. I commend to you my seven stories, Down in Mississippi I -VII, at the bottom of this page and the blog posts. They describe an experience of grace.



Sunday, May 26, 2013

Day 167 - Have You Got The Spirit?


A Sermon delivered at First Presbyterian Church, Soddy-Daisy, TN May 26, 2013

This is Trinity Sunday, the day we acknowledge the three-fold nature of God. I’m not going to talk about the Trinity because Peter gets to the core of it for all of Jerusalem in this passage from Acts.
This is Shavuot, one of the more important Jewish religious celebrations, and the first Pentecost is here. It is late morning and the Holy Spirit has just descended on the entire congregation of believers, about 120 mostly Galileans.
And now we have this rowdy bunch of Galileans with tongues of fire dancing around their heads creating quite a stir and drawing a crowd.
Jews from countries all over the Mediterranean are here for this Jewish holy day. They are confused and puzzled because every one understood what the believers were saying as if they were speaking in their own native tongue. Some listeners were amazed and perplexed by the spirituality of the words, but you remember the proud urban folks in Jerusalem looked down their noses at Galileans as uneducated country people. The cynics in the crowd said this is just drunken rambling of a bunch of good old boys from Sand Mountain.
Peter did not take this comment very well. He stood up and in a loud voice that everyone could understand began preaching, “These people are not drunk! I ask you didn’t the prophet Joel say, ‘I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh, and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy, and your young men shall see visions, and your old men shall dream dreamsin those days I will pour out my Spirit; and they shall prophesy before the coming of the Lord’s great and glorious day.’  Then everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.” No one here is drunk, they are filled with the Holy Spirit.”
Peter was preaching to more than just these outsiders - the cynical Jerusalem Jews. He was preaching also to the 120 Jewish believers who perhaps harbor doubt about Jesus now that He has gone.
Peter very carefully and methodically explained to them exactly what has happened in the last fifty days. (2:22-24, my words) “All of you who are Israelites listen to what I have to say: Jesus of Nazareth was a man attested to you by God. God did deeds of power, wonders, and signs through Jesus while he was with you and you know it yourselves, you saw them. What you (the "Jerusalem Jews") do not know is that God also knew and planned from the beginning to hand Jesus over to you so you could crucify and kill him using the hands of Gentiles who are outside the Law (so you could try to avoid guilt).  But God raised Jesus up from death because it is impossible to hold God in the power of death. I command you to let the entire house of Israel know with certainty that the One God has made this Jesus whom you crucified both Lord and Messiah.”
Peter’s has just said that Jesus with this gift of the Holy Spirit is the one Lord, not God. (v36) These are fighting words that ought to challenge this crowd as heresy. His claim is particularly pointed on this particular holiday because a devout, penitent Jew has the Shema on the tip of the tongue. The Shema is Moses’ declaration of God’s covenant with Israel delivered with the Law to Israel. The Shema reveals the nature of God, his steadfast love, and his commands. (Deut 6:4-9,12)
“Hear O Israel, The Lord is One. You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your might.  Keep these words that I am commanding you today in your heart.  Teach your children well that they remember them; talk about them everywhere you go and when you lie down and when you rise. Tie them to your hand as a sign of my promise, write them on the doorposts of your house and on your gates lest you forget that I AM the LORD who brought you out of the land of Egypt, out of the house of slavery.”
The Shema is the deepest connection of Israel to the steadfast Love of God. This is the distilled essence of the covenant of Judaism because it confesses the true nature of the One God with the command Jesus said is his greatest: (1) You shall love the LORD your God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your might. The Shema concludes, “Let these words of the Law guide your life.” Even the cynics among the penitent Jews know this.
Peter didn’t finished preaching until he told them that these deeds of Easter were done as part of God’s eternal plan foretold by David. They crucified the prophet who is the Son of God, the one who God had made as Lord and Messiah. He is telling the Jews of Jerusalem that they have crucified their God about whom they proclaimed with greatest honor and respect, “Hear O Israel, The Lord is One.”
They ought to be as outraged by Peter’s proclamation as the chief priest, Caiaphas was by Jesus’ answer when he asked Jesus if he was the Son of God… “You say I am.”
If you imagine yourself a Jew in Jerusalem hearing this outrageous allegation of guilt of sin against God, guilt caused not by willing desire but by God, why is your reaction not to shout “Crucify him!” like they shouted when the Jesus acknowledged the truth of the allegation of Caiaphas?
But something has gone wrong. We don’t hear “Crucify him!” What happened? 
What has happened is that many of those Jews in Jerusalem were cut to the heart by Peter’s words because they came to understand fully the magnitude of the tragedy of their actions.  God used them for his own purpose, blinding them to the sin of their action so that when their eyes and ears were opened to understanding the gravity of their sin against God, it heaped despair upon them like a massive millstone around their neck. As a doctor would say, their pain was exquisite. All is lost. They have committed the worst imaginable act that a penitent Jew can do.  Is there any more heretical action than to do violence against God? They have no recourse, no place to hide. There is no exit from this deed. They are cornered by their guilt and can only repent by asking Peter “What must we do to be saved?”
If you are listening carefully you may see the fulfillment of the prophesies of Jesus. Everything is coming to pass like the falling of rows of dominos. Do you remember Jesus quoting the commission to Isaiah by God? (Is 6:9-12): 
 “Go and say to this people: ‘Keep listening, but do not comprehend; keep looking, but do not understand.’ I will make the mind of this people dull, and stop their ears, and shut their eyes, so that they may not look with their eyes and listen with their ears, and comprehend with their minds, and turn and be healed.” Then I said, “How long, O Lord?” And he said: “Until cities lie waste without inhabitant, and houses without people, and the land is utterly desolate;  until the LORD sends everyone far away, and vast is the emptiness in the midst of the land.
All the people of Jerusalem have to do to understand their cities are in waste and the Promised Land is desolate is feel the chafing under the heel of Roman power, observe all the Jews coming from other lands, and  look around their city and temple and see the Roman soldiers everywhere.
If Peter is preaching the Good News to them, it is not very comforting. He says, “Let the entire house of Israel know with certainty that God has made him both Lord and Messiah, this Jesus whom you crucified. God has blinded you and made you kill Jesus, the Messiah, Emanuel (God is with us).” How can the despair go deeper?
Friends, we are seeing God and the Holy Spirit at work here. The Holy Spirit brought these Jerusalem Jews to Peter. The Holy Spirit inspired these 120 believers to speak. The Holy Spirit allowed everyone to understand their testimony. The Holy Spirit inspired Peter to proclaim the Good News, Peter the man who was afraid of persecution and denied Jesus three times, one of the fellows who ran off and left Jesus to die alone on the Cross. Can there be any doubt the Holy Spirit is at work here?
Isaiah’s prophecy comes true. The Holy Spirit opened the eyes of the Jews of Jerusalem to the depths of their despair. They have crucified their God.
But the depth of this tragedy does run divinely deeper. Even Jesus is cut to the heart by their actions because he understands and knows the deed of their hands was ordained. Do you remember his words spoken on the cross before he died, “Father forgive them for they do not know what they do.” Divine compassion arising from human despair.
Peter understands. Peter answered the question “what must we do to be saved?” with “Repent, acknowledge your sins that they may be forgiven; and you will receive the gift of the Holy Spirit. For the promise is for you, for your children, and for all who are far away, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to him.” Christ has bound together forgiveness and repentance - compassion and despair, fulfilling his prophetic promise. Forgiveness comes from only asking the question, “What must we do to be saved?” The Lord said through Isaiah (42:16) “I will lead the blind by a road they do not know, I will guide them by paths they have not known.  I will turn the darkness before them into light, the rough places into level ground. These are the things I will do, and I will not forsake them.” There is a home.
These words, “…the promise is for you, for your children, and for all who are far away, everyone whom the Lord our God calls to him” ring like the Shema but do not. The promise of the Shema is to Israel; that if it obeys the Law God will protect you. The threat is, if you do not obey it and God will punish you. The promise of the Holy Spirit is to everyone: repent by acknowledging your guilt and receive forgiveness.  There is no threat.
Luke makes it clear that none of this understanding, repentance and forgiveness is an act of choice or free will. This was all God’s plan from the beginning.  Peter may proclaim the Good News but the power of the Holy Spirit guided him. The Holy Spirit operated on those who listened. It awakened understanding. Paul says faith comes to us from hearing the preaching of the Word of Jesus. It came so powerfully to the people of Jerusalem that they could only ask, “What must we do to be saved?”
At the end of the day, 3,000 more people heard and understood with the Holy Spirit’s help and joined the congregation of believers. Luke says they devoted themselves to the apostles’ teaching and fellowship, to the breaking of bread and prayers, growing in faith to carry on proclaiming of the good News.
I ask you, who are the ministers of the congregation of believers?... Each person in the congregation of faithful believers is its minister. The Holy Spirit dwells in them and empowers us. Only one question remains. The Lord used the Holy Spirit to cause Peter and Luke to send this question to us from across the ages. I hope it is a rhetorical question for all of us, that is, I hope the answer is self-evident and answers itself: “Have you got the Spirit?  AMEN.

Friday, May 24, 2013

Day 160 - Birthday Dreams


Dreams – Unique Human Character.
If there is one thing almost all of us do, it is dream.  Some times people criticize us for it, “he is just a dreamer,” and some times praise us for it, “What would we have done if Thomas Edison hadn’t dreamed of lighting a room with electricity rather than natural gas or candles?”  If there is a unique characteristic of humanity, it is probably dreaming.  Our dreams set us apart from all God’s other creatures.
If you ever watched a pet dog sleeping on the floor or ground with their legs and feet twitching as if they were running you might object to my claim. I watched my old dog chase squirrels most of my childhood and one day he got it just right and finally caught a squirrel in the open between two trees. When I watched his twitching legs I imagined he was dreaming about that squirrel he once caught, chasing a memory.
But our special dreams set us apart. We do more than dream about the past. We dream while we are wide awake. We see an injustice or some other thing we don’t care for and dream about what the world might be like if those things were not in it.  We may even feel anguish or frustration because so much of what we see is out of whack with our idea of how things ought to be. My mother used to say that kind of stuff made her want to chew nails. The technical word for that frustration is cognitive dissonance - the conflict between what is and what we think ought to be. It powers the dreams of changing the world to make it a little closer to God-like.
Unfortunately that conflict between what is and what ought to be can be the problem with dreams. We run the risk of becoming Don Quixote, the crazy old Spaniard who jousted with windmills.
The Problem with Dreams – Their Tragic Nature
The tragedy of dreams is that usually it takes us a long time to gain the wisdom to put things in perspective and see the really important dreams. We may spend scores of years focused on something until one day we finally realize our priorities are skewed and time wasted. We may feel our age hanging over us, thinking now we know what to do but have very little time to do it. Sometimes we may feel all we have left are dreams of hope that our youth guided by the Holy Spirit find the vision with enough time to do something about it.
I can relate to Solomon’s woe in Ecclesiastes. : In 12:1-7, old Solomon looks over the wreckage of his life and wonders where wisdom got him. He lamented,
Eccl. 12:1   “Remember your creator in the days of your youth, before the days of trouble come, and the years draw near when you will say, “I have no pleasure in them”;  2 before ... the day when ... the strong men are bent, and the women who grind cease working because they are few, and … before the silver cord is snapped, … the golden bowl is broken,…the pitcher is broken at the fountain,… the wheel broken at the cistern,  and the dust returns to the earth as it was, - - - and --- (our) breath returns to God who gave it.
Solomon’s forlorn words of despair and resignation make Ecclesiastes a hard book to read. He struggled for the wisdom to see beyond the veil of death but near the end of his days all he could say was, “the poor and the rich, the proud and the humble, the profligate and the righteous, those who toil day-in and day-out and the slacker, they all have the same reward” – death. Everything about his youthful dreams told him that the righteous must find a just reward, but his lifetime of experience showed him over and over the conflict that the rich and the poor enter the same ground together. He concluded in a very Jewish view that everything but God was futility and vanity. (Sadducees vs Pharisees)
Paul’s Dream 
Paul understood Solomon’s lament and Christ’s answer. Solomon’s world was the old world that Christ’s crucifixion and resurrection fractured forever. The Christ Event cracked in the fabric of reality and the Kingdom of God is emerging from it. Paul said we are trapped between the dying old world and the emerging new Kingdom of God that is already here but not fully. That happens upon Christ’s return in the consummation of the New Jerusalem.
The power of the Christ Event fractured and mortally wounded the old world. This event is so momentous that Paul could only describe it in terms of the pain of childbirth. He said, “The whole world is groaning in labor pains and the whole world of the children of God are awaiting the fulfillment of our dream.” Paul knew the crucifixion and resurrection changed everything about God’s relation to the world and this Holy Spirit reveals our new dream.
Paul said (Rom 8:16,23), “When we cry, “Abba! Father!” (the very cry is) 16…that very Spirit bearing witness with our spirit that we are children of God, even while we groan awaiting the fulfillment of our dream: our adoption and the redemption of our bodies.. Paul is describing the birthing of the Church.
Joel’s Dream (in Acts)
When the Holy Spirit descended upon Peter and the assembled congregation of all believers in the world, about 120 persons, Luke says tongues of fire danced on heads and everyone understood what the others said in their own language. Can you imagine what it was like?  Have you ever felt that Spirit, it is as real today as then. Peter was so moved he could only resort to my favorite powerful words of the prophet Joel to describe the revelation of the Holy Spirit working on them.
            ‘God declares In the last days (it will be, God declares),
            that I will pour out my Spirit upon all flesh,
                        and your sons and your daughters shall prophesy,
            and your young men shall see visions,
                        and your old men shall dream dreams.
18       Even upon my slaves, both men and women,
                        in those days I will pour out my Spirit;
                                    and they shall prophesy.
19       And I will show portents in the heaven above
                        and signs on the earth below,
                                    blood, and fire, and smoky mist.
20       The sun shall be turned to darkness
                        and the moon to blood,
                                    before the coming of the Lord’s great and glorious day.
21       Then everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.’
Peter makes it clear that the gift of the Holy Spirit from Jesus guides all who make that last call on the name of the Lord for the dream of new life. Pentecost points the church towards its future – the New Jerusalem. It is the day the Spirit blew that Good News into the world through the Church– the promise of a home with God.
Pentecost – The Day The Dream Begins
If Paul felt the image of childbirth best describes the nature of the Christ Event as the emergence of the Kingdom of God and announcement of its future fulfillment, we ought to ask what was born on the Day of Pentecost?
Do you know what Pentecost means? It is the Greek word for the Hebrew word, Shavuot, the religious festival celebrating The Lord giving the Law to Moses on Mt. Sinai. Jesus said he did not come to do away with the law but to fulfill it. The Holy Spirit descended to Peter and those 120 people fulfilling Jesus’ prophesy. They carried the Gospel onward and we are now 2.2 billion strong. Do you see it now? Pentecost has the same importance to the whole world as Shavuot has to the Hebrew.
Solomon lamented that birth always points to an end. Christ points to The New Beginning.  Do you remember our sermon on New Jerusalem in Revelation? On that final day the need for the Church ceases because God has redeemed everyone who desires and has come to live with us on Earth at home together. Pentecost is the day of birth of the real dream. A home with Emanuel – God is with us.
This dream is faith in the work of Christ in the Church started on that first Pentecost. I think I first glimpsed this when I was not yet 18 tears old but sadly only understood it today as I wrote this sermon. I had graduated from high school in May, 1965, and began Georgia Tech in June. One of my longtime buddies from high school started with me. We both ran track and played on our varsity soccer team and sat in most of the same classes. He was from Ozark AL, a sleepy south Alabama town of about 10,000. His Dad was the mayor and surprising at the time was chairman of the Advancement Committee on Civil Rights.
He drove down from Atlanta many weekends that summer to see his girlfriend in Dothan. Mid-summer I got a phone call with the bad news. On the way home, he went to sleep at the wheel, ran off the road and crashed in a fatal accident.
I made the drive down for the funeral. It was so bad they kept the coffin closed. It was especially hard on his parents and younger sisters. As we walked behind the casket to the cemetery for the committal we passed the AME Zion Church where the youth choir stood on the front steps of the church proudly singing the old spiritual “In That Great Getting’ up Morning.” It was so moving that I still recall it 48 years later. This spiritual captures the essence of our dream born on Pentecost. Here it is in an edited, abbreviated version:
I’m gonna tell you ‘bout the coming of judgment, fare thee well, fare thee well.
There is a better day a coming,
In that great getting’ up morning, fare thee well, fare thee well.

Oh preacher! Fold your bible for the last souls gathered,
fare thee well, fare thee well.
Yes, for the last souls gathered, fare thee well, fare thee well.

Blow your trumpet Gabriel, Blow your trumpet.
Lord, how loud shall I blow it?  
Blow it right calm and easy, do not alarm all my people
Tell them all to come to the judgment, fare thee well, fare thee well.

Then you see that fork of lightening,
Then you hear that rumblin’ thunder,
Then you see dem stars fallin’
Then you see the world on fire,
Then you see dem poor sinners rising,
See ‘en marching home for New heaven, fare thee well, fare thee well.
Fare well poor sinners,
In that great getting’ up morning, fare thee well, fare the well
That great getting’ up morning is the faith and hope of the Church. The dream in our hearts is that we have the fire in our belly, and our youth have the vision of faith understood on that first Day of Pentecost. Come Holy Spirit, come Heavenly Dove, fill our hearts with your tongues of fire as we the Church await the Lord’s great and glorious day, continually proclaiming the God’s grace in the Good News to the world that 21  “everyone who calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.”
In that great getting’ up morning, fare well poor sinners, fare thee well, fare thee well.                                              AMEN.