The Narrow Gate
Welcome to the continuation of my blog, post-seminary. Ministry and evangelism have brought me back home to Chattanooga. I welcome your company on my journey.
The original blog, Down In Mississippi, shared stories from 2008 and 2009 of the hope and determination of people in the face of disaster wrought by the hurricanes Rita and Katrina in 2005, of work done primarily by volunteers from churches across America and with financial support of many aid agencies and private donations and the Church. My Mississippi posts really ended with the post of August 16, 2009. Much work, especially for the neediest, remained undone after the denominational church pulled out. Such is the nature of institutions. The world still needs your hands for a hand up. I commend to you my seven stories, Down in Mississippi I -VII, at the bottom of this page and the blog posts. They describe an experience of grace.
Tuesday, April 9, 2013
Day 121 - Peace Be With You (Why You Don't Want To Hold Onto Sin)
A sermon given April 7, 2013 at First Presbyterian Church, Soddy-Daisy, TN. Sermon texts (NRSV) are Judges 6:1,7-24; John 20:19-29
We have all heard the
greeting, “Peace be with you.” You have probably heard it in worship as we
share the peace and greet each other. You might have heard it as a
call/response at the opening of worship: “Peace be with you” – “and also with
you.” We think of it as a greeting. In fact the translation in the Pew Bible (Contemporary English Version) goes that way, “Jesus greeted them…” a wish for someone to do well, “peace to
you, my friend.”
HOWEVER, the Greek text clearly
says “Peace be to you.” It is an obviously rooted in an ancient Hebrew expression of the relationship between the
Israelites and God.
The passage in Judges shows
us what I mean. A little background is in order. Judges describes the ancient history
of Israel before there were kings, when the Israelites lived among the previous
inhabitants of the land, sometimes subjugating them, sometimes being subjugated - usually after they fell to the lure of their religious traditions.
Just before Gideon’s
time Israel had enjoyed forty years of peace celebrating the victory of The
Lord over the Canaanites. Earlier The Lord allowed the Canaanites to subjugate Israel
because Israel had done the worst insulting sin, to worship the gods of the
Canaanites; or done what was evil in the sight of God. Then in response to their
cries, the judge Deborah played the role in liberating Israel. This victory celebration continued
for forty years until the memory of the reason for celebration was forgotten.
As the saying goes, those who forget the past are condemned to relive it. Now
in Gideon’s time the Israelites had done evil in the eyes of God again,
embracing the gods of Midian. As a result the Lord allowed the Midianites to
ravage their land for seven years.
Then the Angel of the Lord
called Gideon to be his tool to free the Israelites. “The Angel of the Lord” is
an expression for YHWH, the name of the Lord so terrifying that the Israelites
will not utter it. Gideon is responding
to a God so powerful and terrifying that to look on The Lord’s face means
certain death. When Gideon realized who was before him he was struck with
terror, “Help me, Lord GOD! For I have seen the angel of
the LORD face to face.”
The Angel of the Lord had
confronted Gideon, the youngest man of his family from the smallest and weakest
tribe of Israel to call him to defeat Midian. Gideon objects out of doubt and
fear. But the Lord said to
Gideon, “Peace be to you; do not
fear, you shall not die.” The Scripture
says Gideon built an altar there and called the place “Shalom Adonai” or “The LORD is peace.” Shalom is a special kind of peace. It is
a general, or universal condition of serenity that comes from knowing your
welfare is completely assured by The Lord. More than the absence of war and discord, shalom is the complete serenity of The
Lord’s grace.
So when Gideon hears, “The Lord is with you,” it is not a normal
greeting of best wishes, but is a declaration or imperative of certainty by the
voice of The Lord, “Peace be with you. Take heart Gideon and rest easy, The
Lord is with you now and will protect you.”
Jesus’ appearance John 20:19-29
On the evening of the third
day after Christ’s crucifixion when most of Jesus’ followers except Thomas, are
huddled and trembling in fear behind locked doors in the house that they met
with Jesus on the night of his arrest. Suddenly Jesus appears. What are his
first words? “Peace be with you,” the assurance of salvation.
In a short while Jesus says
it again more emphatically, “Peace be with you. As the Father has sent me, so I
send you.” Then he breathes the breath of the Holy Spirit upon them. Are you thinking about Gideon here, the
frightened little man in The Lord’s presence who receives a true blessing of shalom? It
seems to me Jesus is preparing the disciples for what comes next, the gift of the
Holy Spirit and the commission. Jesus says
now that you have the peace of The Lord and the Holy Spirit, “If you forgive the sins of any, they are
forgiven; if you retain the sins of any, they are retained.”
What does that mean, “If you
forgive the sins of any, they are forgiven; if you retain the sins of any, they
are retained?” Is Jesus telling them
they have his power to forgive or condemn? Neither the Greek nor English are
clear about what this passage actually means. How do you hold or retain
sin? A lot of well-meaning Christians
clearly believe that Jesus is giving special power of forgiving or condemning
to their ministers. They can hold a person’s sins against them. This is the
view of the Roman Catholic Church, for example.
In a way, many of us
Presbyterians, Baptists and Methodists think that way. It is so easy to see the
sins of others and be blind about sin in ourselves. Maybe someone wrongs us and we
think, “I don’t believe that person is sorry, they cry crocodile tears. I doubt
the least bit repentance is there.” Is that the kind of power Jesus gives to these
disciples, and by extension to us?
Let’s read on.
Jesus’ presence makes it
undeniable that he has arisen. It is visual evidence. The disciples believe, leave
and spend the next few days telling people what they have seen. John recounts
the famous story of poor doubting Thomas who refuses to believe what he has
been told because he hasn’t seen it. He refuses to believe what Jesus first told
all of them before his death, and what his friends who had seen Jesus after his
death tell him. Thomas can only say, “I do not believe this outrageous story.”
A week later everybody including
Thomas is back in the house again and Jesus reappears. What does he say to
Thomas and the others for the third time? “Peace be with you.” And then Thomas, after he sees and touches
the wounds on Jesus’ arms and side, exclaims, “My Lord and My God!”
Jesus could have said,
“Thomas you are not worthy of my grace. I told you I would die that you might live,
and that I would return to you, but you didn’t believe me. I don’t think you
are serious. I don’t think you mean what you say. I hold your unbelief against
you regardless of what you say. You only say, ‘My Lord and my God,’ because you
can’t deny I am standing in front of you. That is the only reason you say you
believe.”
That might really be the
human thing to do. But Jesus does not go that route, his only remark on Thomas’
need to see the truth for himself is,
“Have you believed because you have seen me? Imagine how blessed are those who
have not seen and yet have come to believe!”
Did Jesus see sin in Thomas’
demand for visible proof rather than in Jesus’ own words and then hold on to it as
a grudge? Did Jesus resent Thomas and slowly
let that resentment eat away at him in anger? No. Before Thomas had said the
first word Jesus knew what he would say, and Jesus spoke first, “Peace be with
you.”
Jesus is telling Thomas, “Take heart Thomas and rest assured the
Lord is with you and will protect you. You are forgiven, and now go out into
the world and do likewise, you have the power and choice that I have, to forgive the sins of any so
that they are erased as if they never existed; or to hold onto the sins of any,
to begrudge those sins against them, to doubt their sincerity so that their
sins keep eating away at your soul because they have become your own sins.”
Thomas, like Gideon knew how
weak he and his tribe of Hebrews were. When The Lord commissioned Gideon to
take his band of soldiers and deliver Israel from the Midianites what did
Gideon say? In so many words, “I doubt that Lord. Not only is my tribe the weakest, I am the
youngest in my family, I doubt I can do what you ask.”
Did the Lord strike him down
in anger? No, The Lord said, “Peace be with you, rest easy because I will take
care of you. Just do what I tell you to do.”
It is amazing that in these
eleven verses, John has captured the full heart of humanity and Christian duty:
Faith, belief, doubt and forgiveness and Gideon’s understanding of the peace
that only comes from God.
Story: To have the power to forgive or hold onto sin is a dangerous
burden.
There was once a pastor who was not able to really get a good handle
on the consequences of holding onto another’s sin until it did him and his
congregation quite a bit of harm. I think it is a good example for everyone.
This minister wanted to do something his way at the church. He
felt that he knew what needed to be done and everyone should follow him. When
he ran into push-back from his session as he tried to implement the changes, he
took it personally. He could have analyzed the situation and discovered the
reason for the pushback. Maybe the session doubted
the minister’s way would work? Maybe the minister harbored a lack of
confidence in his own ability to convince that caused him to doubt the session
trusted him, rather than honestly evaluating himself?
In his anger he began making negative comments in public to
friends about his session and the troublemakers on it. As he talked he began to
see more and more instances where his desires and his session diverged. He
began to convince himself that they didn’t like his prayers. They didn't like
his music selection. They didn’t like his way of doing pastoral care. Soon these
negative comments made their way back around to the session as they always do.
Some members of the session heard enough gossip from mutual friends that they
began to believe it themselves. Some of them would no longer talk to the
minister. Their reluctance just fueled the pastor’s anger and resentment. Soon the
minister was coming and going through the side door to his office so he could
avoid people. The acid bile of resentment just sat in everyone’s stomach and
burned their souls from the inside outwards.
Before too long, the whole congregation, even those who knew
nothing of the particulars, and the minister were caught up in the turmoil. Everybody
began making blunt recriminations before worship. The minister nurtured his
hurt, held on to that sin of resentment, anger and cutting comments by some
members. It got to the point that when level-headed people finally began to
seek avenues with the minister to find reconciliation the minister could not
respond positively. He ended up leaving that congregation. Both the
congregation and the poor minister were gravely wounded by the experience of
holding onto the other’s sin. It was so
corrosive I’m not sure how the minister can recover and I worry about the
congregation’s ability to do so also.
There may have been many specific instances of hurt from a
perceived wrong that caused the confrontation. What is so tragic is no one stopped to doubt. The
minister never stopped to consider whether the push-back meant he had doubt in
his own mind he could achieve what he wanted to do. No one on the session stopped to doubt that
perhaps their push-back might be fear for the stability and future of the
congregation. Did the minister or
session consider their doubt could be like the doubt of Thomas that could be
resolved by taking the time to explain and convince them what he wanted to do
and what they feared? Do you see that if any of them had the courage and faith
to doubt the words of the other were mean-spirited but maybe caused by fear, concern
and misunderstanding, all this pain might have been avoided? Doubt has its
place in faith and forgiveness.
The minister especially has that obligation and freedom bestowed
by the Holy Spirit to forgive the sin or hold onto sin. Once sin is forgiven it
is gone. But to hold onto it keeps it alive, eating away at both parties.
Conclusion:
It is not clear in John when
he talks of disciples, whether he means only the 11 Apostles or all his
followers who abandoned him upon his crucifixion. In our Reformed tradition we believe that when
Jesus said, “As
the Father has sent me, so I send you,” he calls all believers to a common
vocation to proclaim the good News in word and deed and forgive sin by
spreading the peace of his forgiveness - “Peace be with you,” that heals sin.
Like it or not, Jesus for
his own purposes gave us flawed people always prone to error the vocation to
walk in the world as he did. Jesus returned to the World and
gave the peace of forgiveness to his disciples and many believed again. He recognized the very
commendable honor to the fortunate who believe without seeing; but did not
condemn or hold onto the doubt of the faithful believer as sin. He forgave even
the ones who doubted the truth but went on to proclaim it.
Throughout Lent I kept
saying Faith is a certainty of belief and the action it causes, why am I now
saying faith allows, if not requires doubt? The doubt I am talking about is not excluding or
questioning belief of the other person because they sin. That kind of doubt is
insidious. It will weigh down sinner and minister. Like Gideon, make doubt your
own strength; it causes you to depend on The Lord for his peace.
We are all ministers charged
to seek out sin and give forgiveness. Jesus called us to do that when he
returned to his disciples on that Sunday evening long ago. Hold onto what is
good and do not return evil for evil. Do not hold onto someone’s sin, but seek
to find the peace of Christ in your forgiving it. Remember, we are all Christ’s
ministers. AMEN.
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